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i want john back. i cant even look at a photo. my desktop changes every now and then and i've a few pictures of him on random. ill be sitting with julie completly happy and ill look over and tears just shoot out of my face. i cry often over it. i want to call him, tell him about my trip and listen to him tell me he's going to miss me. i want him to
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i write to him all the time. he'll read it, dont worry hunny.
and i too question when it will get easier. he was in our lives for so many years, do you really expect three months to heal the pain we've gone through? we must fill that void ourselves. not with wishes and wants. not with could have beens and whys. but with love and acknowledgement that no one can take him away from us, for he's with us in every breath. when he's not speaking to us directly, he's still telling us what to do... helping us stay on the path he helped guide. he played a part in your life and the healing process is appreciating that and embracing him in every step we take. write to him, im sure he needs to hear it as much as you need to say it.
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