in the new year i will paint one wall in my room a very bright color (green, brown, pink, yellow, citron) as i am too lazy to paint them all (and there are heater-y vents to deal with and molding) and i'll paint the rest bright white. then i can hang things and rehang them in nice straight little lines without having them look -- dirty. or at least ( Read more... )

i got my grades in today, and i'm sort of pleased for once.

to celebrate i've decided i want a two seater vespa (mint green).
to continue day dreaming i'd also like perfect weather and the ability to play all instruemnts sort of.

from the top of the eiffel tower you can see paris is a city in love 1000 times over.
it is also a city that has a kind of cold that doesn't touch the skin, but settles in your bones like they're hollow.
it is narrow and beautiful and old. and even this exhausts me.
sleeping on a pull out couch will be more healing than anything beautiful right

why do i spill coffe on everything i love?
why do i always burn the tip of my tongue?

you deserve everything you get

Sometimes when I drink I'm so annoying. I know it happens to all of us at one time or another, but I need to re-examine certain equations. Me + Vlad + ______ = total weenie. Now today I have a million little thigs to do and all I want is to stay in bed and drink a million cups of water.

today the weather reminded me of sparks, parks and chelsea.
tonight the weather reminds me of nights spent with fun & another.
oh well oh well. memories are good.

"I'm sorry. I've lost control of what ever part of my brain controls assholeness."

"It's the right.

And yes -- you have."

how did we end up with so many bruises
when all we wanted was the softer stuff
we must have tumbled down the stairs
it must have been after i fell
and before you did
ice won't help, thanks
nothing cold will
even when it burns

no one likes the pear too soft
no one likes the pear too hard either

ew ew ew ew ew.

i feel like a total moron almost all of the time these days.
it's amazing how one thing can do this to me. then again, this is me.

all i want now is to make a perfect nest to sleep in.
clean my room, make it beautiful and then sleep ugly.