Hey, I read your post, and realy felt connected. I hate my father, and thats sin, and those feelings are so diffecult to live with. He makes me feel so angry whenever i'm around him, and he wants to spend as much time with me as possible. The only way i can describe it is that my emotions rip me up inside, which is such an odd feeling, because I don't normely have strong emotions. He is everything i don't like. He's an alcoholic, a drugy, a yuppy, and so angry all the time. There is so much baggage I can't even describe it, and I can't even emagine ever letting go. And that makes me hate myself too. i feel so guilty, and hateful whenever i think about it.
I would never share myself like this, but i wanted you to know you're not alone.
hey cait you know how we can relate and i'd feel the same way if my real father ever called. I just hope that you know i'm here for you and that ummm.... YOU TOTALLY ROCK!!
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I read your post, and realy felt connected. I hate my father, and thats sin, and those feelings are so diffecult to live with. He makes me feel so angry whenever i'm around him, and he wants to spend as much time with me as possible. The only way i can describe it is that my emotions rip me up inside, which is such an odd feeling, because I don't normely have strong emotions.
He is everything i don't like. He's an alcoholic, a drugy, a yuppy, and so angry all the time. There is so much baggage I can't even describe it, and I can't even emagine ever letting go. And that makes me hate myself too. i feel so guilty, and hateful whenever i think about it.
I would never share myself like this, but i wanted you to know you're not alone.
Kyle.D
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*meaghan*
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love ya!
edlyz
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