i wish i had more friends who were night owls that would hang out with me late at night. and since i don't have a car, more friends that would be willing to drive to my house at like 1am just to hang out and watch tv. or go driving somewhere. or go bowling. or do anything really ( Read more... )

i need to get a new car. it was so nice out tonight after the rain cleared. the sky was clear and the stars were bright. it's nights like this where i wish i was driving to the middle of nowhere with nothing on my mind. i'm completely wasting this winter.

i have off all day friday. i want to go on an adventure.

i fucked up a lot. what else is new?

i apologize to everyone for falling off the face of the earth the past week. i've been pretty sick. today is the first day i've started to actually feel better. hopefully it lasts. and hopefully i can survive at work. my sleep is still messed up, obviously, seeing as it is 7:30am and i'm awake. but i'm sure that will get back on track within ( Read more... )

it started off pretty weird. i got a phone call at two in the morning from my old job, drug emporium. i called them back the next day, even though i hadn't worked there in years and asked why they called. apparently i was still on file and the new manager called me to work because they needed help. in reality, they had closed over 2 years ago ( Read more... )

i saw a shooting star tonight.

and i won $40 on a $2 lottery ticket a few days ago.

and i'm pretty much done my halloween job.

good night.

today the following things happened:

simon gagne came into the halloween store and i met him.

chris and i got drunk with our co-workers.

chris and i talked about 6 drugs.

chris and i found a bunch of constellations (such as wilson from home improvement's magic marker collection)

i was consistently happy all day and night.

this is all i know.

i'm confused as shit.

and i'm an asshole.

that's all i've been able to figure out about myself in the past few weeks.

no one ever wants to believe i'm an asshole.

but really, i can be a huge dick.

it sucks.

oh well.

hey, tom green's blog is a lot more interesting than mine, so go read his instead. Leave a comment

i'm currently on the biggest emotional rollercoaster of my life. for those of you that don't know, i spent about the last 10 years of my life on the medication prozac. i was one of the first children put on the drug, yadda yadda yadda. well, around march or april, my prescription ran out and i opted not to fill it. i wanted to see what it would ( Read more... )

ahh, it's been a while since i last pulled out the old list. so, because of the season, and the loneliness that has overcome me as of late... here it is (with a few updates from the original ( Read more... )