Has it been long enough that if we saw each other on the street, we could be excited? Or would we still be awkward that I never called you never called we just fell apart?

I was standing waist deep in freezing water, nursing the finger-sized baby seals. Feeding them leeches that I warmed first with my tender flesh ( Read more... )

I was living on the streets, in a concrete, staircased city. Jesse came up to me and handed me a bag of weed. "Sell it, smoke it, do what you have to do." No, I don't want it, get away from me! "I'll just leave it right over here." Homeless struggling up to ask me if I have any pot. No! Go away! He came back and gave me two potted plants, ( Read more... )

Randy inside outside and won't join our team. Drifting down a river and remembering that I was dreaming about him again, that it's a terrible sign. Did he did he did he what's a dream? Running ducking climbing playing where is he now ( Read more... )

I feel like a bitch. I feel like I should be more giving, forgiving, understanding like I was over and over again.
But you can't give a dying man water knowing you're just going to kick him in the face as soon as he gets out of the hospital. You CAN'T. I can't.
I'm out of emotional steam. I can't take any more commands.

If Gainesville gets any smaller, I will explode.
Everybody, stop knowing everybody else.
I mean it!
Seriously!

Down down down.
I hate this, hate this, hate this, hate this.
but what can I do? I'm a useless, guilty easy-way-out-taker
who's lost all the ego she used to have.

My heart is full.

What a night ( Read more... )

My moods have been swinging wildly out of control lately. I don't know why, I don't know how to fix it and I almost want to blame the weather ( Read more... )