My moods have been swinging wildly out of control lately. I don't know why, I don't know how to fix it and I almost want to blame the weather
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sometimes, i think, it's easy to forget that there are always people caring for us. the human condition is blindness without warning, that way. i feel that we could all benefit from knowing - not assuming but knowing, being told and having it be the truth - that there is someone who misses you, when you're not around. that seems like a pretty good gift, don't you think, knowing that you fill a hole in another life that, when empty, doesn't feel too good?
i miss you, mer. a whole hell of a lot, and i haven't really said anything about it all this time because it's never really seemed like my place, but i'll say it now. for a while there you were kind of a muse, for me. very important, in my life, you see.
so there's that.
instability is ephemeral. but i hope you can find peace sooner than later <3
In regards to earlier: sorry if I seemed disgruntled on the phone. As soon as you answered, it seems, someone smashed their snippity little Golf into a Gator Foods vehicle. As luck would have it, only a hub cab emerged marred by the crash. However, at the time, I figured it well worth it to stay on the phone rather than rush to the scene--I haven't talked to you in forever. So, now that the whole thing's been resolved; I can't wait to see you on Wednesday, mon chere. Hearts and such.
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i miss you, mer. a whole hell of a lot, and i haven't really said anything about it all this time because it's never really seemed like my place, but i'll say it now. for a while there you were kind of a muse, for me. very important, in my life, you see.
so there's that.
instability is ephemeral. but i hope you can find peace sooner than later <3
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