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[thinandbones]

I've been having some really manic feelings lately. It really fluxuates. I've never been depressed before. NEVER. And suddenly, for about the last month or so, I'm really starting to feel depressed for a little while and then content sometimes. I don't know if this is ED related or not. Several times, not that often, I've felt so...black that

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[vikkilynn]

hi~
I found your journal through a mutual LJ friend. Do you mind if I add you to my friends list?

[thinandbones]

No, definitely not. As soon as I get to LJ (I'm reading comments through hotmail), I will add you back.

Cylla

[blackrose900]

Definately know what you're going through. I thought that having a baby would give my life purpose, so I got a simulation baby. Now I just want to shoot myself. I have been cutting and starving alot lately. It's kinda hard to stop. Like a high. I'm on "depression" pills. Prozac. Doesn't do a god damn thing. Good thing you're not on it. It is actually a downer (unless you take it in LARGE amounts, but then you just get sick.) good luck.

[thinandbones]

Oh, Ashley. I'm so sorry. :( Please take care of yourself and be careful with the cutting. A friend of mine has a huge infection on her shoulder now. :( {{{{{Ashley}}}}}

In a weird way though, it's relieving to know I'm not alone. I really don't feel much better now than I did when I wrote that. I just feel grim. If that makes sense.