You bring the drinks, I'll bring the bad mood. Everyone feels like you.
Holy Moses! The Owen show was fucking fan-tas-tic!
He was about to play the last song and I started to feel even more sick and hot and sweaty than I already felt. Then I got all light headed and my knees gave out for a second and I had to run outside to get fresh air and I missed the last song!
I missed it...
And a certain someone was there..like I knew he would be. I mean, he's the one who introduced me to them so, of course, he would be. Plus, he introduced me to the whole genre of emo. I appreciate it. Really opened up my eyes... But I just had to go anyway. I knew how awkward it would make me feel. It actually makes me sad. I didn't care though, I just wanted to see Owen. I'm still not completely sure why he hates me so much. And I've tried the "I'm sorry, I don't know what I did, please tell me" thing, but he just wasn't havin' it. It's very true that I don't have a crush on him anymore, but I don't know..to tell the truth, I kind of miss talking to him. He was a pretty cool kid. Spencer will now hate me, but I don't care because it's not like I actually like the boy anymore. So it's all gravy, baby...
But yeah, that was the single best show that I have ever been to. I didn't really know too well what Mike Kinsella looked like before, but now I have a face to go along with that amazing voice. I think that I was actually shaking when I was listening to him play. Maybe that's why I got sick...he was sitting 5 feet away from me. I think that I was star struck or something...I don't know.
"What else in this fucking hot room reminds me of fucking you"
...hah
And I got home at 1:00 in the A.M., bitches. 2 and a half hours late. My mother was sleeping, but I didn't really care if she was awake or not, because nothing could ruin that mood. And then I stayed up till 2:00 doing this math stuff that she didn't even fucking check today! arrrrr!