you know im sorry about this whole thing. i hate fighting with you. but you gotta understand, your the girl of my dreams. when i was with you all the horrible stuff about life just melted away. it was like floating on a fucking cloud. but you dont love me anymore. the girl that i loved more than any other person ever doesnt love me. thats the reality i have to wake up to everyday. and ive got to be strong(for my family and for you). i get up, go to work, and try to keep my life on track, and i always try to hide how much im hurting from you. its just really hard to hear about him. on the weekends you'd be with me, but the rest of the week you'd be obsessing over him. you dont know how bad that made me feel. when i as much as hear about him all that shit comes straight back up to the surface and i get that same nautious feeling in my stomache that takes forever to go away. i just want to forget about him and i dont want to forget about you to do that. i just wish you'd think before posting stuff like that. i know its your journal and
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I don't remember telling you that he knew about the whole situation. And if I did tell you that, then I am sorry for lying to you. It would have been wrong of me
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