It makes me sad that you think about ending your life every day. I know that everyone thinks of it sometimes, but it shouldn't be every day. And yes, a lot of people would be devastated if you killed yourself. I wouldn't know what to do. And I probably wouldn't even find out. I mean, who would tell me? Nobody knows me over there...That's such a scary thought. It's good to get things out into the open. So I am glad that you told me exactly how you feel. I'm usually scared to talk to you about this kind of thing, because you can get kind of crazy about it. You know what I mean, so I won't put it on here because it's public and whatnot. But it scares me to even bring up the subject with you. I would just rather forget about it and pretend that it never happened, but I know that it's impossible for you to forget. I wish you could though, but I understand why you can't.
i swear, im so tired of hearing you say that im better off without you and crap like that. i dont get why you have low self esteem. you get guys like its nothing and girls and guys alike adore you to peices. and im not sure if you know it but two out of the four posts that i left for you where done a whole couple days before. so i was mad at you when i wrote the first two. thats why my comments where so mean. but the looong one and the p.s. to it where after i had some time to get over it. and i wouldnt be happier without you. we just really need to talk about stuff every once in a while. they wouldnt give me my phone by the way. they had told me december but then when i went to get it they were like "you have to sign a two year contract to get the discount" even though i was just replacing a phone under my dads existing account. so i was like no and i left. its really getting me down cause i cant talk to you or kyles. oh and with the "deal thing". it was the part about me letting you persue curtis that i was upset with.
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I know that everyone thinks of it sometimes, but it shouldn't be every day.
And yes, a lot of people would be devastated if you killed yourself. I wouldn't know what to do. And I probably wouldn't even find out. I mean, who would tell me? Nobody knows me over there...That's such a scary thought.
It's good to get things out into the open. So I am glad that you told me exactly how you feel.
I'm usually scared to talk to you about this kind of thing, because you can get kind of crazy about it. You know what I mean, so I won't put it on here because it's public and whatnot. But it scares me to even bring up the subject with you. I would just rather forget about it and pretend that it never happened, but I know that it's impossible for you to forget. I wish you could though, but I understand why you can't.
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