1. my phone is back on, call me!
2. bend it like beckham is a super awesome movie.

who would have thought that sitting in a bar in new bedford drinking light beer could have been so fun. rachel and i met a bunch of random ass people and made a new friend named derek. we also made a new friend named robert who just got out of jail (he was really hot too) and we made nice with a guy who was so far up his own ass it was difficult to ( Read more... )

yesterday was boring.
i thought i was gonna die for about an hour but it's ok because i didn't.
i feel as though i'm never going to have money again even though i work.

aparently tonite was supposed to be really lame. except i saw rachel. i guess it wasn't all lame until we hit up that party, then i dropped rachel off, and after i turned down to go to the highway realized i had to pee SOOOO BAD (diet coke and a coffee!) so i race down the highway, thinking oh i can make it home (about 45 miles or so, takes 30 ( Read more... )

i just found my old address book from circa....uh when i was 19? from when i lived in boston. i read the names and didn't recognize half of them and chuckled to myself at the rest and threw the book away.

it's raining.

why do i do what i do to myself.

operation find and force rachel to hang out with me is a go so far even if i have to tempt her with being her date and paying for her to get in, it's well worth it.

all i really want to do is daydream about bianca's return and our future home and take photos. i developed like a 12 exp roll today at work and they came out well for color crappy test shots. so i'm excited times 293048328. i will now throw myself into those two things, add on work and there you have my life, oh with the occasional television ( Read more... )

just seriously run me down right now.