i watch and watch and watch
i make the moves and study the strategies
i play it safe
i play it impulsive
but each move is a turn too late
the game is over
i am still ducking and weaving
i need sedation
i need silence
and nothing more

this thing is happening.
the whole process is starting up.
it is a cycle i have seen before but i have to shift it.
but it is all moving sideways.
so here is to sideways.
and backwards.
drink up kids, drink up.

i have the worst cabin fever right now... my body makes me feel like i should be somewhere... doing something... i just dont know what... i fucking hate being sick ( Read more... )

man i love my car.

i want to quit feeling.
i want it to stop.

I Am A: Lawful Neutral Elf Ranger Fighter

Alignment:
Lawful Neutral characters believe in the triumph of law and order above all else. It does not matter whether the leader is for good or evil; the leader will be followed, because the order they provide is the most important thing.

Race:
Elves are the eldest of all races, although they are generally ( Read more... )

keep bobbin' and weave-in.
do you know why i do it?
what the hell does not enough trees for a forest mean?
more pills this week.
woke up with old blood in my mouth.
i feel like humptey dumptey.
sans the horses and men.

i am getting dizzy.
too much to figure out but not enough to do.
i need to get out tomorrow.

i am an asshole.
the slime of the earth looks down it's nose at me.

my job is great but sometimes it is fucking dumb.
people are stupid.

went to my first bar last night in the fuckin boonies... dont ask why.
it was good times.

doctor's appointment tomorrow and i am nervous.

wish me luck i guess.

boom.
please form two straight lines and calmly walk towards the exits.