cold weather & a crowded calender are distracting my (slight) discontent. i haven't been this busy in forever. and i don't have time to listen for the song that reminds me of you or wonder who is keeping you warm. it's nice.
how am i supposed to be responsible for someone else's feelings when i can hardly deal with my own? i wish i knew. and when you find out how to be in 4 places at once, do let me be the first you tell.
i am feeling that emotion that makes me want to rip up calenders into tiny itsy bitsy pieces. and the only thing between me and that terrible mess is lethargy. i could put back the days like a puzzle where you would fit in nicely and rewrite it way it is supposed to be.