well my OTHER grandma is in the hospital, im sick ..my mom thinks im anemic... =/ so im kind of scared...everything is going wrong lately..why cant everything just be normal...*crys* im so upset right now i cant even think straight im going to go to sleep early tonight though...well im waiting for a phone call...im talking to my sister and i just ( Read more... )

okay well me and adam are fine were just not going to talk for one day...yeah one whole day lol im seeing him today me and joelle are going to his house to hang out with him and jeff....BUT my grandma died and so her wake is from 2-4 on saturday so im going to have to hurry up go to that and then go to my game at 730...so that day is going to be ( Read more... )

well today was stupid i babysat...then went to joelles but that was fun we went to jeremys house and he made us spaghetti and it was the best in the world..lol but then i found out that my grandma pat probably isnt going to survive the night and then also....later tonight..well this just happened my bf made me mad so ME BEING STUPID opened my big ( Read more... )

im ungrounded today and im babysitting..sucks but yeah and im going to joelles house OR AT LEAST I HOPE SO...cuz if not that will suck cuz i need to get out of my house..but um yeah just wanted to do a quick update...again..cuz im not pissed ne more but i will be if i cant go to joelles...

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well im bored and i didnt go to cheer practice today..didnt have a ride but i just wanted to update...im babysitting today...not in the best mood but when am i ever...well im off to the shower..then to babysit ..and this sucks..but ill be home later tonight...

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well today was another boring grounded day...im ungrounded tommorow but i gotta babysit and then thursday im seeing adam woot woot finally..so yeah today i handed in applications at rite aid and quality i need a damn job already..lmao..but yeah just wanted to update..EVERYONE GO TO THE VARSITY FOOTBALL GAME SATURDAY AT MY SCHOOL AGAINST DUNKIRK!! i ( Read more... )

yeah im awake but its only cuz i got a headache..im bored sittin here eatin special k and talkin to joelle....blah blah blah...so yeah everything is goin good w/me and adam..i cant wait to see him wednesday!! fucking bein grounded sucks haha neways..i got practice today from 6-8 so at least i got suttin to cure my boredum lol...its raining....its ( Read more... )

well i guess everything is figured out even though i still feel like im a nobody..im sooo lonely..everyone is gone joelle is with the twins and adam is in erie with his family..plus im grounded....but only til wednesday...yeah 3 more days..and 11 days til school starts..im really starting to think nobody likes me and they only pity me...im a bitch ( Read more... )

OH YEAH WELL MY BEST FRIENDS AWAY MESSEGE MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS NOTHING...YEAH THATS GREAT HUH? OH AND MY BOYFRIEND BROKE A PROMISE TO ME..YEAH ANOTHER GREAT THING HUH? LIFE JUST BLOWS SOMETIMES I MEAN IDC THAT HE IS GOING ...IT JUST MAKES ME MAD..W/E ANYWAYS TODAY SUCKED ROYAL ASS..BUT I DID HAVE SOME FUN....WHEN I WAS PISSED(STILL AM) I WAS ( Read more... )

im going to a family reunion how fucking amazing huh? yeah not really lol adam was going to go w/me but he has plans...playin ball w/the boys ahhaha i cant believe i fell asleep last night im such a dumbass neways..lol i just thought id write in herre and say how much today is gunna suck..i gotta go get ready im going to go to rite aid and get an ( Read more... )