Things are getting difficult again today.

I need to hang out with my friends late tonight again. I'm really enjoying the people I've been spending time with lately. Awesome.

I need to hang out as much as possible startingggg...

...now.

I'm free to hang out until the end of August. I only really have work to hold me back.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace,
When you love someone but it goes to waste,
Could it be worse?

And high up above or down below,
When you’re too in love to let it go.
But if you never try you’ll never know,
Just what you’re worth.

I guess over time, I'll be able to do this. I'm strong enough. It's just annoying that I have to lose the best friend I've ever had for absolutely no reason. Merely because things change. I don't blame her though. It's not her fault. I still love her. But hopefully, soon, it will be a different kind of love. The kind that real best friends have. ( Read more... )

I can't handle this. I mean, I can. But I don't want to. I miss you sooooooooo much. I wish you understood. This wouldn't be so hard if I had you to help me get through it with. But you're the reason this is so hard. If I had you to help me through, this wouldn't even be a problem. I really want to see you right now. Hold your hand. Just look you ( Read more... )

Because Ambrow complained ( Read more... )

There's a possibility that my life may be taking an even larger drastic turn come August. Stay tuned for more info.

So my math class started out rough when I got a 57 on the first test. But somehow I pulled off a B in the class. I'm really proud of myself for this, because math is my most despised subject. I actually enjoy it when I understand it though. TOO BAD I NEVER HAVE TO TAKE A MATH CLASS AGAIN!!! Heh heh.

I've been looking so long at these pictures of you that I almost believe that they're real.
I've been living so long with these pictures of you that I almost believe that the pictures are all I can feel.

Ok, we talked. Most of this was my fault. I'm sure she wouldn't agree, but I think it is. Just because things were so routine and it really is my job to give her a reason to love being with me. Maybe I've been slacking off. I don't know. But we're going to work things out. Hopefully for the better. I know she didn't want to do this to me. It's just ( Read more... )