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Feb 12, 2009 11:01

The only thing ive eaten is a little bit of chicken and im gonna keep it that way. I told my mom i wasnt feeling well so i didnt have to go to school but i feel fine. Im not going today because i want to gain control. And at school my freinds eat so much and offer me food im learing not to to give in. Actually watching people eat dicusts me. How ( Read more... )

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tattoedskinny July 13 2009, 01:44:27 UTC
felt disgusting all day. this is a long road, and I'm starting to understand just how much work it takes to get it right! but when the weekend comes, I eat like I've never had a meal, and I think it actually keeps me balanced, yet I'm not going to lose anything or get in shape by doing that! i fell back into my old habits yeah I know excuses excuses but I'm back again determined to lose my weight and keep it off. i feel so yuck when I'm bloated, like I'm the fattest, greasiest person to walk the Earth. most of the times I go out, random people come up to me and tell that I'm beautiful but I don't ever feel beautiful and every time I'm out with my mother, they tell her that I'm beautiful

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