50 things about me?
Well, I can try, I suppose.
1. My name is Ikari Shinji
2. I am...was...an Eva Pilot
3. I piloted Unit 01
4. The only reason I agreed to do it was because if I didn't, they'd make Rei pilot and she was hurt.
5. I think my father hates me.
6. He seems to like Rei well enough though.
7. Which, all things considered, is a bit creepy.
8. During the days leading up to Impact, I worked with my father, but didn't live with him.
9. I lived with Misato. She really can't cook and wouldn't recognize proper nutrition even if it held a gun to her head.
10. I think my entire living arrangement was insane, honestly.
11. It still is. I'm staying at Oliver-san's flat in England until I go home to Japan.
12. I ran away because of Kaworu being with someone else.
13. I'm never running away again.
14. I think that means I might be growing up or something.
15. I'm 15 years old.
16. My birthday was in June.
17. I really don't see what the fuss is about birthdays.
18. I like classical music. I listen to it constantly.
19. I really miss Kaworu right now.
20. He was the first person to love me unconditionally.
21. I have trust issues.
22. And abandonment issues.
23. I have no idea where my father is.
24. My mother has been dead since I was small, I hardly remember her anymore.
25. I'm far too well acquainted with death.
26. In piloting Eva Unit 01, I was forced to battle and kill the Angels.
27. Kaworu was an angel. I suppose he still is, but he's not trying to destroy mankind. The point is that I...I killed him.
28. I play the cello.
29. I'm trying to avoid the topic of having killed Kaworu.
30. I'm really sorry about that, in a way.
31. But I understand the necessity.
32. I just wish there hadn't been that necessity, that he hadn't been the seventeenth angel.
33. But then, then he wouldn't be Kaworu.
34. And he's perfect just as he is. Well. Sort of. We all have flaws.
35. I'm learning that. And coping with that. And deciding that it's okay.
36. It's that "growing up" thing again, I suppose.
37. I actually do have other friends, they just don't have journals.
38. I wish they did.
39. Except maybe Asuka. She'd give me hell. A lot of it.
40. I really have no idea how we all got this second chance, but I'm glad.
41. I never want to fight another angel.
42. Maybe I'll be a florist or something when I grow up.
43. I'm entirely in love with Kaworu, if you hadn't noticed by now.
44. I lived with a penguin for a while. When I lived with Misato.
45. I'm good at school, just not the maths and sciences so much.
46. I learned never to ask Asuka for homework help.
47. I think webcams are interesting and fun.
48. I haven't played my cello in far too long. I want to play a duet with Kaworu when I get home.
49. I already bought the plane tickets.
50. I actually miss Japan, despite all the bad memories, because good things happened to me too.
I think I mostly came across as babbling in that. I'm sorry.
Have you noticed these things called "fanlistings?" I found one for me here. Which is odd. I don't know if I like being called "The boy who destroyed the world." It's alright now, isn't it?
There's one for Kaworu and I as well. It's a rther nice picture. Go see. I like the title of that one, it's what he told me, that he was born to meet me. That first day.
1. My name is Ikari Shinji
2. I am...was...an Eva Pilot
3. I piloted Unit 01
4. The only reason I agreed to do it was because if I didn't, they'd make Rei pilot and she was hurt.
5. I think my father hates me.
6. He seems to like Rei well enough though.
7. Which, all things considered, is a bit creepy.
8. During the days leading up to Impact, I worked with my father, but didn't live with him.
9. I lived with Misato. She really can't cook and wouldn't recognize proper nutrition even if it held a gun to her head.
10. I think my entire living arrangement was insane, honestly.
11. It still is. I'm staying at Oliver-san's flat in England until I go home to Japan.
12. I ran away because of Kaworu being with someone else.
13. I'm never running away again.
14. I think that means I might be growing up or something.
15. I'm 15 years old.
16. My birthday was in June.
17. I really don't see what the fuss is about birthdays.
18. I like classical music. I listen to it constantly.
19. I really miss Kaworu right now.
20. He was the first person to love me unconditionally.
21. I have trust issues.
22. And abandonment issues.
23. I have no idea where my father is.
24. My mother has been dead since I was small, I hardly remember her anymore.
25. I'm far too well acquainted with death.
26. In piloting Eva Unit 01, I was forced to battle and kill the Angels.
27. Kaworu was an angel. I suppose he still is, but he's not trying to destroy mankind. The point is that I...I killed him.
28. I play the cello.
29. I'm trying to avoid the topic of having killed Kaworu.
30. I'm really sorry about that, in a way.
31. But I understand the necessity.
32. I just wish there hadn't been that necessity, that he hadn't been the seventeenth angel.
33. But then, then he wouldn't be Kaworu.
34. And he's perfect just as he is. Well. Sort of. We all have flaws.
35. I'm learning that. And coping with that. And deciding that it's okay.
36. It's that "growing up" thing again, I suppose.
37. I actually do have other friends, they just don't have journals.
38. I wish they did.
39. Except maybe Asuka. She'd give me hell. A lot of it.
40. I really have no idea how we all got this second chance, but I'm glad.
41. I never want to fight another angel.
42. Maybe I'll be a florist or something when I grow up.
43. I'm entirely in love with Kaworu, if you hadn't noticed by now.
44. I lived with a penguin for a while. When I lived with Misato.
45. I'm good at school, just not the maths and sciences so much.
46. I learned never to ask Asuka for homework help.
47. I think webcams are interesting and fun.
48. I haven't played my cello in far too long. I want to play a duet with Kaworu when I get home.
49. I already bought the plane tickets.
50. I actually miss Japan, despite all the bad memories, because good things happened to me too.
I think I mostly came across as babbling in that. I'm sorry.
Have you noticed these things called "fanlistings?" I found one for me here. Which is odd. I don't know if I like being called "The boy who destroyed the world." It's alright now, isn't it?
There's one for Kaworu and I as well. It's a rther nice picture. Go see. I like the title of that one, it's what he told me, that he was born to meet me. That first day.