i can't even say 'no'. some woman calls me up about a magazine. and i couldn't hang up so i listened to her for at least 20mins about the magazine. then i felt bad saying i don't want it because her 20mins will go to waste. so i said yes to it. ah.
I just don't know what is going on and what i need to say. everything and everyone is clashing and we are all yelling at each other but nothing is solved in the end. last night i didn't go to sleep until 5 and i woke up at 8 30 this morning. Ah. I guess that's why everything seems to be worse.