soo....today i turned 22...makes me fuckin depressed another year older, and yet again...nothing to show for it

my new toy :-D

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May 20th at groundwork coffee house with moire, big stoned gap, and given with honor, 7pm ( Read more... )

yeah so...life sucks.... i dont know what the fuck my deal is..but i hate it.... i wish i knew what was wrong with me...cause i'm tired of always being shit on and put down by every thing in life..

hmmm....cause fest last nite was fun. Got ta see some people i havent seen in awhile, laura, amber, ok well i think those are the only 2 i saw that i havent seen in awhile haha. the first 2 bands i didnt like much, the very first band was good..but it was too predictable and i lost intrest in em quick, so i drank beer for them, then during This ( Read more... )

"THE ESOTERIC's HOME BURNS TO THE GROUND ( Read more... )

so...my singer just told me that TJ is moving to kentucky for good on sunday and is having one last big bash before he goes...i think our band might be playing our 3 songs so that'll rule but if not...i'll be there to wish that sombicth goodbye anyway... VIKING !

WOOOOO! just got home from the recording studio....tired...sore...but we did get 3 drum tracks done so expect a hold your fire demo in a month or so.

blah...life sucks...sooo unebelievably lonely...yet another year with no valentine...havent ever had one...again life sucks..being lonely sucks...who wants to go jump off a cliff