The future

[thirty6daydream]

What am I doing? I thought that I might gain some respect when I started in the real world. In reality, all I've done is lost it... for myself. Not because I've done anything stupid, but because I cannot control myself as I used to be able to. I do not have the strength that I used to have. I used to own myself and my decisions. I want to fight for

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[rabbidhamster]

Who owns your mind and body now, if not you?
You know what Adam? Sometime you just gotta do what you love and not worry about the money... what good is money if you're miserable? And who cares about money when you're happy? Ya'see what I'm saying? I chose to work with children, and it doesn't pay amazing - but it's what I love. I could have easily decided to go to school for pharmacy stuff and made more ~ but I wouldn't be happy. Things work out when you follow your instincts and ambitions. Trust me. ;)

[rollinpulley]

Maybe you give up because it's something you aren't passionate about or don't agree with so you can't put your mind and heart to it fully like you used to, whatever it is I hear your frustration. Do you think that special skills will make you happy in a job, or do you just want something more rewarding? I hope things turn around for ya. Just do your best, you've got a good sense what's honorable so go with that.