It was and now it isn't and it's for the best. I'm done and I'm letting go completely...with the help of my friend Jesus Christ and his father, God
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You might be a Jesus freak darling, but I'm proud of you. I'm so incredibly proud of you. You've been an amazing friend & believe it or not, a good influence on me. You've always had faith in yourself, no matter what. Please don't ever change Kacie. You are beautiful.
YES!!! KACIE FINALLY! I love you x 230913240! This was exactly what I knew was going to happen and saw happening and wanted to tell you, but I knew you'd get defensive and figured it best if you learn this lesson yourself. And Ryan's a prime example for any girl. Because its so easy to get dependant on him, because if you don't feel returned affection at all the reaction is to get even more dependent. dont know if that was a problem with you...but dependency and ryan go hand in hand and usually fall with you with a broken heart and back. But you get up and mend it all with the realization of the secret to a good relationship. being true to yourself and God and going with your heart and head combined. It helps. I'm happy for you Kacie.
there was never an affection issue except sometimes I was afraid he was more into me than I was into him. he wanted to marry me so he could have me with him forever. he was crazy obsessed and it scared me at first but then I returned it...he was into it first. that's why him ending it hurts, I always thought if it ended it'd be me who did it...and it wasn't. He always told me about how he wanted to tell the whole world he was in love with me. He was amazing until he saw me taking it for granted. but it's for the best, we weren't made for eachother. we're not right together and we'll be ok.
oh there you are seeestershananahsMay 26 2005, 15:08:53 UTC
hey girly, it's great to have you back! I knew you were in there somewhere. Sometimes guys suck the life out of us. You weren't lifeless, but you weren't there. He had consumed you. You know it's right when you love everyone around you more because of the love you have found. God will always be that for you and the man who was made for you will do the same thing-- never forget that. You have so much going for you... it's good to see your fire burning again. You'll get healthy soon and then you'll be unstopable. I love you and pray for you like a madwoman! Jesus freaks rock :-)
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KACIE FINALLY!
I love you x 230913240!
This was exactly what I knew was going to happen and saw happening and wanted to tell you, but I knew you'd get defensive and figured it best if you learn this lesson yourself.
And Ryan's a prime example for any girl.
Because its so easy to get dependant on him, because if you don't feel returned affection at all the reaction is to get even more dependent. dont know if that was a problem with you...but dependency and ryan go hand in hand and usually fall with you with a broken heart and back.
But you get up and mend it all with the realization of the secret to a good relationship.
being true to yourself and God and going with your heart and head combined.
It helps.
I'm happy for you Kacie.
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