geeze, why am i so scared of this? i already know how to get there, how long it will take to get there. i've met almost everyone in the office, they all seemed really nice. and yet i'm fucking terrified. and stepping out that door in 15 minutes is going to be one of the hardest things i've ever done. what the hell am i so scared of? its my ( Read more... )

you know what i realize? i really need a fucking rebound. unfortunately, i'm just not cool enough for that. oh well, i leave soon anyway, maybe i'll have better luck on the east coast (though really , i doubt that.)

so after much fiddling with my shiny new bike, i figured out how to put new bar tape on (which was the easy part) and adjust my brake levers. granted, i didn't really do it correctly, but found out how to cheat by using a really little screwdriver ( Read more... )

i just don't feel like this is where my life should be right now. i realize that after a year of being in a relationship being single is going to feel kinda weird for a while, but it sucks. most of the time i'm fine but....i don't like going to sleep alone. weird for me, considering for most of my adult-ish life, i've not been able to fall ( Read more... )

god i am so glad i'm not surrounded by fucking morons anymore.

its really fucking frustrating trying to do finals when the books i need, that i bought, are not actually in my possession at the moment. fuck my life.

i just can't concentrate on this fucking paper. and i realize that drinking beer is probably not helping the problem, but i'm so stressed out that i don't fucking care. all i want is to be done with finals and a fucking cig. but i quit smoking, i'm only halfway done with this paper, and i still have one more paper left. my next paper isn't due ( Read more... )

i'm actually getting started on this paper. earlier than the night before its due. i'm impressed with myself. however, i need to get some "primary sources" which means i need to go to the library tomorrow.....i'm kind of a dumbass when it comes to the library. i cant really find stuff. lets hope i find some way to get it done ( Read more... )

who am i?

i am really just getting sick of this bullshit. you guys suggested to me that this guy sublet from me. you found him. he's your damn friend. i said ok. we agreed that i would move out. and i moved out. when you spouted your bullshit about me still parking in the yard to go to class, i backed down. i've played very very nice. i've bent over ( Read more... )