when did i lose the ability to write papers? i think its been too long since i've needed to put any effort into writing, and so my ability to actually write well has slowly leaked away without my noticing ( Read more... )

i am stressed. i've put off all my school related stuff for far too long, and now i'mgoing to have to play the most intense game of catch-up i have ever had to, and i still might fail one of my classes. i love my puppy. a lot. but mid-semester was the wrong time. especially because neither my nor sam's living situation is ideal for a dog. and ( Read more... )

in about 20 minutes i am leaving for phoenix to go to the airport. at 11am today i fly out to Belfast. I have been wanting to go to ireland for years, and now i'm finally going. i am beyond excited.

In 5 days I am going to Belfast with Josh to visit my brother. I've been wanting to go to Ireland for years, and now I finally get to go. I am so excited. I'm a little bit sketched out that our flight leaves on friday the 13th though...whatever. Expect a shit ton of pictures on facebook when I get back. Also expect me to brag about my trip for ( Read more... )

I hate my life right now. Well, not completely, but things are stressing me out. And things are not working out how I want them to. And i just need to suck it up and deal with things for the next two months. in the long run, it isn't really that big of a deal, but I'm going to just have to be stressed out for this semester.

fml

i have been smoke free for a month. i am really very proud of myself

christmas day will be my 5th day not smoking. i'm doing better than i thought i would.

i just hope it doesn't make me too moody to enjoy christmas morning.

i quit smoking today. my goal is to quite for winter break...if possible. then try to go as long as i can into the semester without. i'm expecting to fail eventually...but hey, at least i'm actually trying this time.

trouble in paradise? i feel like i'm fucking things up. no, i don't feel like going into more detail, and really, we're ok overall. there are just some things that keep coming up and i can't help feeling like its my fault ( Read more... )

*sigh* i'm getting really stressed out. and when i get stressed i tend to just give up, which in turn completely screws me over. its a bad habit...i just don't know if i can break it. oh well, back to homework.