One thing i have come to realise is how much i love my friends, it doesn't matter how much of an arse i am or how stupid i am when i'm drunk if i'm upset there all lovely and there for me ( Read more... )

Who knows if this will work im writing on my phone. Its weird i feel ok yea im not brilliant but i know i'll be fine even if i dont know what the future holds. The funny thing is the people offering advice and being nice are all male. I know there is more to life than men etc but iv was nice to feel wanted. Anyway im not going to try and think of ( Read more... )

i hate the fact thats its 5am and i cant sleep, i just want to stay in bed forever things are so much simpiler that way ( Read more... )

Well just as i thought really ( Read more... )

I've created this because although i use my other account i'm going to dedicate this one to completly how i feel etc because basicaly i need somewhere i can write things to get them out of my system well it's cheaper than therapy but still nothing to joke about ( Read more... )