Comments | this_is_jeff: FORGE!!!

this_is_jeff

FORGE!!!

May 07, 2005 20:43

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esophia87 May 8 2005, 04:26:32 UTC

I remember when I was in 9th grade and my life was literally awful, I got so depressed that people started pointing it out to me how sad and sullen I was. After so many people pointed it out, I put on this fake, cheesy facade where I wrote all these happy diary entries, and always smiled at everyone to make myself and everyone around me think I was happy. Not saying you're doing that, but usually when people write a whole journal entry about how they SHOULD feel sad, but are being happy instead.. they really are terribly sad and are just trying to hide it. That's just my opinion though. In any event you're fun, so don't change.

:)

this_is_jeff May 8 2005, 05:43:40 UTC

i do understand what you're talking about. and sure, there are still some things that make me feel down. things i could have done, opportunities i've missed, but right now... it's just hard to feel bad. even though i've got plenty to feel bad about

your bust

esophia87 May 8 2005, 07:24:02 UTC

you can't say "my bust" or "your bust". That's an inside joke between me and someone else.. good try though.

j_pow May 9 2005, 00:44:34 UTC

i know waht she's saying, she's saying that when you say you're happy and it baffles you that you're sad, you're really saying goddamn i'm so sad, but i dont want anyone to know, so i'm going to confuse them by saying i'm not.

i'm all over this.

bored_kingdom May 10 2005, 01:48:45 UTC

On a side note to all this talk of facades and what nots I simply wanted to let you know that even though sometimes you do stupid shit and sometimes you can be an ass and sometimes youre sullen and sad and mopey.....youre still someone i look up to. and you wanna know why? Because you're an extremely nice guy, and you always try to help people no matter whats wrong with them. And so, for the fact that you even tried to help me out when i was having rough times, I look up to you for that.

And hopefully you're really getting on the happy bus and not just saying it to please everyone of us, cus that can only last so long my friend.

Hey Jeff anonymous May 12 2005, 00:36:44 UTC

Yeah there are things in your life that you feel bad about. Who doesn't have moments when someone feels bad?? I know that I have been feeling bad too and I am tired of it I am ready to get to the happy side of things so I can feel bad about things and do, but I dont let it ruin anything I just dont let it really get to me. I think maybe..that is how you are feeling.
Your Friend.