So i miss ( Read more... )

so my b-day was okay but ruined by work. I have been working on Bio Lab since fuckin 6 30 and finished like 10 mins ago. This is the first day that i have been stressed to the max. And its only going to get worst. Im kinda scared. Home this weekend was weird. I felt like a guess in my house. I spendt almost 12 years there and now its so weird going ( Read more... )

So i think im going to write in here now a days cause i forgot my journal at home. College? Yes I am in college. Shocking yes i know. A year ago i wasn't sure if i was going. Hell 2 months ago i didnt know. But im here and im glad. Everyone has a revoulation in their life. And for me it comes with college. Here is where i either make it happen or i ( Read more... )

look who is updating... yeah... sorry it was a trick ( Read more... )

i think im going to leave Charleston... Appreantly i have made so many mistakes here that nobody can forgive me for or something i have done that i have no clue what i have done. My life is a living hell... i cry everyday, i have fallen into depression, i never want to go anywhere and every thing aggrevates me... I need a fresh start... Not ( Read more... )

As Hansel said to Gretel, drop these breadcrumbs so that together we could find our way home because losing our way would be the most cruel of things. This year, I lost my way... In losing your way on a journey is unfortunate but losing your reason for the journey is a fade more cruel. My journey lasted 8 months. Sometimes I traveled alone. ( Read more... )

Well long time no update... it will be quick and short and a little sweet... cause im a little on the whoozy side from being out with Allison...

1) FRIENDS... i love them. patched some things up... still not sure about Sarah...

2) Wrecked the car :( yes i did. It was bad. I need a new car... but we dont have enough money... i still dont have enough ( Read more... )

so my dreams and future just crashed down on me... im not going to college. My dreams are crushed, i cant stop crying and theres nothing i can do. I just wanna die or just kill me. I dont even want to graduate. Whats the point now? Why bother? Congrats to everyone who got in somewhere and or didnt but tryed and know you belong there. I hope ( Read more... )

right now i feel alone... i thought this was the time to spend together and be with your friends and do many things together, but i guess i didn't get that memo on my friends behalf. My two best friends dont talk to me and do things with out me. I guess they have became the best friends because 3 is a crowd. Then they hang out together and i guess ( Read more... )

well senior year just flat out sucks... and i know 2 reasons why but im not going into that. I just feel left out, everyone around me go out and off and im left in the qsa alone and nobody around. i look retarted. I feel alone all the time and its like nobody cares about me. Im not going to college, so i can't be with everyone else. Maybe i'll just ( Read more... )