I'm so pissed right now I can't even think straight. Today Lena told me that if I ever ran trays again with my "plugs" in I'd be fired. Apparently I'm an embarrassment to the restaurant and am unsightly to look at with my two holes in my face. Seriously fuck you, I'm not going to change myself into a completely different person just to make it at ( Read more... )

The hardest thing in life, is watching the person that you love with all your heart love someone else. The saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you. No one realizes the beauty of love, until you lose it. It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when you're heart still does. Time goes by, life goes on, and all I can ( Read more... )

It's time for a new livejournal.
because apparently you people
can't respect my privacy and keep
what's conveyed here privet ..
if you find my new journal don't add me.
because i don't need anymore petty bullshit.

<3

burden.
annoyance.
childish.
broken.
tainted.
hurt.
crying.
emotional.
save me?

My heart is beating from me
Im standing all alone
PLease call me only
If you are coming home
Waste a year it flies by
Waste a night or two
You taught me how to live.
You're my everything.

oh and by the way 26 days till'
hatebreed i am only beginning to
shit my pants.

<3

and when he kisses me.
the whole world stops;
if only for that moment.
i know he feels it too.
i can see it in his eyes.
i can feel it through his touch.
i know he feels it, he's got to.
even through all the lies and
excuses i know he feels it too.

<3

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Sometimes we lose the people that we hold closest to hearts, because it's supposed to remind us that there is so much more to come. As we grow the people that we meet are our guides and are only meant for a certian period of time almost like they're sent from heaven. These people help us through the hardest of times and comfort us when were sad, ( Read more... )

( the second time around )

still havn't gotten my left snakebite re-done ( Read more... )