im eating wennies......

i love anthony with all my heart

i almost died today ( Read more... )

today was gay
i didnt get to see anthony, but who do i have to blame but myself??
work is ok besides all the shit heads that want to talk shit behind my back, why cant people just say shit to your face? what the fuck ever. i hope they fall and break their noses. i miss anthony a lot
im a fuckeng idiot and deserve to die. i think ill go do that now

i hate myself so fucking much......what the fuck is my problem? god damn it please tell me what im doing and talk me out of it. what the fuck i dont know what to do. im sorry. i feel like killing my self, like its the only thing that will fix this problem, i dont know what to do, i cant live i somply cant do it.....im sorry for everything i ever

happy thanksgiving to you!!

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so today, i cleaned the whole house and cooked dinner for gretchen, seth, adam and i. it was pretty good. as of now i am waiting for anthony to call me so i can go get him from work, i havent seen him in a long time. i have a lot on my mind and mos of it is gay. i want to hang out with megan but being that neither of us can ever follow through with ( Read more... )

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i miss him already... this sucks, thanksgiving is tomorrow and im not as excited as i should be. im so fucken dead...... his phone wont work and if it did its not like he would want to talk to me or any thing. god damnit. i hate my life so much ( Read more... )

I was all sad because i lost my best friend (michelle)
but it is all ok cuz i got a new one!!(megan!!)

YAY!!

there are these two chicks at work and they are super mean to me.
i hope that they both fall and scrape there knees and elbows!!

but other than that work is ok.... i get paid on this friday coming up!! horray!