i have no reason to wake up and go to school in the morning anymore.
my life has been taken away.
you may think im stupid. but if you only knew how things really are.
six months?
i need not think about this.

why the fuck cant things ever go good for me and the people in my life.

i love you.

its all me.

michigan?

man o man. im sorry.

"i hope everything will be alright."

THINGS NEED TO BE OK. IM SO READY FOR THINGS TO BE OK.

i need a friend. im sorry im a shitty person with no values. im going to try to be a better person.

i just put in a job application at papa-johns.
wish me luck on getting the job.
ive been a little depressed lately.
i miss michelle so much.
i m in megans 2nd hour now (yay)

SHIT IS GETTING REALLY BAD.

WHY?

Gretchen's baby shower was today... things seem to be going well for the two of them

i cant wait to get a car... i need a little bit of freedom, but only from my house........there is only one thing i don't want to be free from, i pray he keeps me close for forever.

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well i woke up quite early today to go and help decorate for Gretchen's baby shower.

seth got home early and so he will be in town for the shower.

i hope all goes well, i hope nothing too extreme happens, i think i could use a nice peaceful day.

ive missed seth so much and its going to be hard not having him in school with me this year.

i couldn't tell you if i knew.
i just need my life to be fixed.

fuck. i just did this whole thing and then like usual i fucked it all up. well wonderful.

I need a way to fix this life of which i live. i know......DRUGS ahh yes drugs to ease the pain

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