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[this_lullaby]

Summer Vacation, Day 32*

Dear Diary,

Note to self: In the future it would be best to avoid spending large amounts of time with one's ex-boyfriend, especially if that time is partly shared with said ex-boyfriends *new* girlfriend. It won't matter if one has a new significant other of one's own - spending time around the old one and his new girl

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[lovelycube]

must not spend too much time with ex-boyfriend is exactly the very thought i was thinking this moment. Only makes me lonely or miss him. *twitch* The funny thing is his name jake. stay sane in these hot summer days!!

[this_lullaby]

Le sigh.

I'm working on the whole sanity bit. One good thing did come of that little encounter: I realized (all over again?) that I can be in complete control and that I don't actually have to see him. And that I have a lot of other people to hang out with.

I also got closer to really accepting that it was still over. Now, if only I can get myself to *stop* thinking about how he said he was hoping to do an East Coast trip in October, I'll be good.

The problem is that, well.... Hmm. Here's a picture:

[mostlybritish]

well i don't really have that ex-bf problem but yeah...good luck with that. we need to hang out especially in july because a ton of my friends are leaving me and you'll be here!! i'm currently still looking for work but have some prospects besides the restaurant thing. give me a call,
kate

[emeraldfire1314]

actually it's a couple things; organize my life and start prioritizing, and also get rid of this creepy guy who keeps stalking me. haha that last one should be an adventure. Luckily he's a senior, so he'll be gone next year.

yeah I'm starting to feel a bit better, but I won't go back to school until next week. thanks so much :)

lol I promise I won't tell Dan. and you're right, it is funny, just thinking of my brother being jealous of hot guys. XD

that's good to hear that Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants was awesome. One of these days soon, I will go see it.

*hugs*
~Elaina

[this_lullaby]

I definitely know what its like to be stalked by creepy older guys. Just last night I was out swing dancing and there was a 45-year-old who would not leave me alone. Grrrr.

Your brother being jealous of hot guys is definitely funny. Especially since he's really quite good looking (though I'm not sure you really want to hear about that from me *grin*).

Suggestion for prioritizing: it's really, really, really hard, so don't try to do too much at first. Those crazy self-help people who are always preaching about setting attainable goals? They happen to be as correct as they are annoying. While I'm at school I make to-do lists just about every day, usually of things to be done in the next two days or something like that. I may not get everything done, but it does help me keep track of things.

((hugs))
Anna

[emeraldfire1314]

a 45-year-old?! oh dear God I am terribly sorry *hugs*

thank you so much for all the advice, I definitely think that'll work. :)

haha I've actually had people tell me he's hot, when he came to one of my fencing meets over winter break. I'm like, 'umm as I'm related to him, I've never looked at it that way' lol I still find it all very amusing *grin*

all my love
<3

[this_lullaby]

Dude, your brother is most definitely a hottie. Maybe not quite the hottest guy I've ever met (see picture in my more recent journal entry @.@), but he's really very good looking. Particularly because he doesn't really realize it, which always makes it better.

*grin*

Love,
Anna

[emeraldfire1314]

whoa, I wasn't paying attention when I typed that last sentence. I meant I'll bet he loves hearing [it] from you ;)

lol sorry about that

<333333

[this_lullaby]

No worries, hun. I tagged you in my most recent post, btw. Definitely an obligation to fulfill immediately. *lol*

How much school do you have left? It can't be much now, right? And how are you feeling? Better than you were a week ago, I hope.

<3 Anna

[emeraldfire1314]

hehe I will definitely fill out the survey, we swears :)

I have about two weeks left of school, and the last two days are half days because of final exams. I've been put on medical leave for the rest of the year just in case I were to get sick at school or something, but I'm feeling a lot better, thanks :). Going to school would still probably be asking for trouble, but I want to go back for the last few days so I can see people and stuff.

I hope you feel better soon too, having had your wisdom teeth pulled this morning!! <3

*hugs*