im sorry this is so hard for you, but I really do understand.
In the mean time, I'll be home really soon so we can go grab food and you can talk to me if you want. You seem like you need a big ass hug.
Its 2.15 and Im only up cause stupid brents building caught on fire and all hundred or so of them swarmed onto the (REALLY ECHO-Y) lawn to SHOUT and wake everyone up. Those assholes.
Anyway. I love you, giant hugs, its gunna work out and I'll see you soon and we can see SotTP! too lazy to type it all out...
As weird as it may seem, it's really not that hard for me. Just when I've got too much time to think about it, and even then I can feel myself drifting farther and farther away from the issue. The problem with that is that it makes me sad because I just wish that there were some way for this ridiculous idea I have about me and Tom, the one about how we're meant to be together, or however the fuck you want to say it, I just wish there were some way for it to be true.
Or else I wish he could stop being a part of my psyche because then I could just get on with my life and enjoy the adoration of the spectacular boy who I am currently dating. And Dan is definitely spectacular. I hope you get to meet him this summer. He may not have quite the knock out good looks that Tom has, but he's still majorly good looking. ;-)
most people dont have the knock out good looks Tom has, so Im not too concerned. Dan seems wonderful and Im glad youre happy. And from what Ive seen (LJ) he is quite the cutie so... : )
back to working so i dont get fired my second to last day of work!
Anyway, Chris and I agreed that he'd do all the driving, seeing as how even at the ripe old age of 18 (and only a little bit more than a month is left until I turn 19!) I still can't drive. Le sigh.
oooo you're going to visit abe! you don't mean chris, hannah's chris do you? i'm gonna be in spokane from the 19th to the 29th and you could come visit then cause it would be a party. but if not, have fun road tripping it up!
i think with the boys itll be easier when we get back to school. I know i'm definately a people person being away just makes me nuts.
It doesn't help that here in Oakland there's something to remind me of Tom everywhere I turn. This is not an exaggeration. My dad was listening to Every You Every Me by Placebo, and that reminds me of Tom. So I just can't get away.
I can't wait to get back to school.
And yes, I do mean Chris as in Hannah's Chris. He's right across the bridge in Marin so....
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im sorry this is so hard for you, but I really do understand.
In the mean time, I'll be home really soon so we can go grab food and you can talk to me if you want. You seem like you need a big ass hug.
Its 2.15 and Im only up cause stupid brents building caught on fire and all hundred or so of them swarmed onto the (REALLY ECHO-Y) lawn to SHOUT and wake everyone up. Those assholes.
Anyway. I love you, giant hugs, its gunna work out and I'll see you soon and we can see SotTP! too lazy to type it all out...
mwah!
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As weird as it may seem, it's really not that hard for me. Just when I've got too much time to think about it, and even then I can feel myself drifting farther and farther away from the issue. The problem with that is that it makes me sad because I just wish that there were some way for this ridiculous idea I have about me and Tom, the one about how we're meant to be together, or however the fuck you want to say it, I just wish there were some way for it to be true.
Or else I wish he could stop being a part of my psyche because then I could just get on with my life and enjoy the adoration of the spectacular boy who I am currently dating. And Dan is definitely spectacular. I hope you get to meet him this summer. He may not have quite the knock out good looks that Tom has, but he's still majorly good looking. ;-)
Love, Anna
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back to working so i dont get fired my second to last day of work!
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ME TOO! Yay for not-driving-yet!!!
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i think with the boys itll be easier when we get back to school. I know i'm definately a people person being away just makes me nuts.
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I can't wait to get back to school.
And yes, I do mean Chris as in Hannah's Chris. He's right across the bridge in Marin so....
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