Your Ex-Lover Is Dead
God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across pont champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin
It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say...
Call me emo or angsty or whatever, but I love that song. I can listen to it over and over again and still think that it's absolutely gorgeous. I'm still surprised by the fact that the rest of the album is, for the most part, very upbeat and at times very happy. The opening track of an album usually sets the tone but this song is all on its own. At least, that's how I see it.
Finished L'Auberge Espagnole instead of going to history class today. Bad, I suppose, but I feel like getting an A on my paper deserves a reward. Or something. Basically, I am human and can therefore rationalize any decision I choose to make on any given day.
My roommate still isn't really talking to me and it's getting on my goddamn nerves. As usual, I'm not entirely sure what the problem is, mainly because I refuse to assume things based on a person's passive aggressive behaviour. Either come out and tell me what's wrong or expect me to assume that you're more content pouting than fixing things. Stupid, stupid, and stupid. Also, I don't have a feeling that her chosen classes being filled will make things any better. Basically, I don't know what to do with myself other than go to class and slack off in all other respects.
I want to start taking pictures again. I have dozens from last year and almost none from this. I'm not a fan of pictures of me, but I <3 having pictures of my friends and family and everything.
I feel weird because since Dan and I split up some of my guy friends have stopped treating me as just another friend. I mean, I suppose this is flattering, but at the same time it's bizzare because it's so blatant (god do I love that word!). I don't know how to react.
I sometimes wish I was more of a girl.
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said 'yes I think we've met before'
In that instant it started to pour,
Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across pont champlain
And all of the time you thought I was sad
I was trying to remember your name...
This scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin
Tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in
Now you're outside me
You see all the beauty
Repent all your sin
It's nothing but time and a face that you lose
I chose to feel it and you couldn't chose
I'll write you a postcard
I'll send you the news
From a house down the road from real love...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
Live through this, and you won't look back...
There's one thing I want to say, so I'll be brave
You were what I wanted
I gave what I gave
I'm not sorry I met you
I'm not sorry it's over
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say
I'm not sorry there's nothing to say...
Call me emo or angsty or whatever, but I love that song. I can listen to it over and over again and still think that it's absolutely gorgeous. I'm still surprised by the fact that the rest of the album is, for the most part, very upbeat and at times very happy. The opening track of an album usually sets the tone but this song is all on its own. At least, that's how I see it.
Finished L'Auberge Espagnole instead of going to history class today. Bad, I suppose, but I feel like getting an A on my paper deserves a reward. Or something. Basically, I am human and can therefore rationalize any decision I choose to make on any given day.
My roommate still isn't really talking to me and it's getting on my goddamn nerves. As usual, I'm not entirely sure what the problem is, mainly because I refuse to assume things based on a person's passive aggressive behaviour. Either come out and tell me what's wrong or expect me to assume that you're more content pouting than fixing things. Stupid, stupid, and stupid. Also, I don't have a feeling that her chosen classes being filled will make things any better. Basically, I don't know what to do with myself other than go to class and slack off in all other respects.
I want to start taking pictures again. I have dozens from last year and almost none from this. I'm not a fan of pictures of me, but I <3 having pictures of my friends and family and everything.
I feel weird because since Dan and I split up some of my guy friends have stopped treating me as just another friend. I mean, I suppose this is flattering, but at the same time it's bizzare because it's so blatant (god do I love that word!). I don't know how to react.
I sometimes wish I was more of a girl.