i'm still awake!
you'll never guess why!

my birthday was like any other day,
except when i was being an asshole
i used the excuse it was my birthday.

i didnt do a photo project for a film
class ive already failed and im taking
again. WHOOPS.

aaaand im still drunk and dont know
if i should bike to class or not.

i have to write a paper later.

same old. my parents took franko, bender, uncle danny, and I ( Read more... )

i drank a 40 and had the munchies
and all i had were goldfish so i crumbled
and ate them but they taste disgusting
and my stomache feels like its curdling.
fucking grosssssssss.

maybe in the far off future i will tell you all
about the lost weeks of alex kristian zilinski.

hmm. i don't have any instruments and my
amp is broken and, and and.

i am a nihilist i suppose.
i ifeel i like i am filled
with nothing or air.
or nothing.

ps. im a vegan now
and im a big asshole
or will never find a girl
because i am full of shit
and drink too much.

pss. what am i doing with my life.
in all honesty.

everybody please tell ,me whaat you think abou
me dropping out of colllege becaus i am very
serious andi need friends supports. thanks..

i can see myself dropping out of college.
i just need to get the nerve to just tell my parents.

i enjoy cous cous.
that's it.

ps/ im going to play a game withmyselkf
called how drunk can i get by myself.
then i will make a song and record it
and let everybody hear it.
i promise its tons of fun for meeeee. ok bye.