im not really sure why im updating.
the past couple of days have been fun and shitty as fuck.
losing trust and gaining trust.
i don't know what to think anymore.
and yes im posting this because i wanted to talk to you but you're too busy with your new lifestyle.
just keep saying you don't care. it's fine with me.

i pretty much wish i was back in ( Read more... )

i saw a cinderella story finally.
my loove for hilary is just getting stronger.
haha.

whoa. the drummer for simple plan got really hot.

oh i might get my nips pierced tonight. hm.

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i miss having a best friend.

p.s. the kid didn't bring our shit back.

edit/7:38/ oh yee and i loove how neither of you have called me since i've been back. thankyou. no really.

holy fucking shit ( Read more... )

i leave tomorrow morning.

k thankyou.

when the world turns its back on you
you face nothing
when life decides to shroud you in darkness
you see nothing
when you deny yourself to know yourself
you have nothing. someone sent me that today ( Read more... )

my whole body is numb,
yet all i can do is just sit here and wait.

so i was on my friend matt's top bunk and they told everyone to come down ( Read more... )

i've lost all my trust in everyone.
the people i thought were keeping me alive are really tearing my heart out.
i have no one.

and i lost a plug today.
fuck.