thankyou for lying to me and proving to me you're exactly like every other guy out there.
hope you had fun with whatever her name is.
thankyou for letting me find out through pictures.
RAD.
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whatever.

the only boy i will ever need in my life is travis, my best friend. and he proves this to me every day. i love you.

laughing for 43978539745 minutes, while on the floor, crying.

heartache is knocking on her door.
shadows dance outside her window.
tears keep falling on the floor.
as the world around her C R U M B L E S.

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overdose.

stayed home from school today.
my lungs are dying.

d0000000000000000000000000000000000000000d.

roadtrip to vegas this weekend.
guess what i just found out.
he's going too.
and he wants to see me.
i want to see him. but i really dont know.
FUCK.

i don't want to be here.

old hair.

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got pierced today.
leaving tonight. :[
ashton, marianne and trina are hiding in my bathroom cause my dad came home and they ditched school for me. :]

travis dezalia, you are beautiful and one of the most wonderful things that has ever happened to me. thankyou for that message last night. it made me cry.

i love my best friends.

have you ever come to that point in your life
where you realize how fucked up you truly were?
well i think i realized it all tonight.

i love my best friends.

lugubriousdefeat: i think if the guy likes you enough to drive all the way to vegas to see you when he could have waited a few days, im sure one rude day wont matter.

thankyou andy.<3

i fucked up.
i really fucked up.
yet i do this with all guys.
then why does this one hurt so bad?

no it is not dane.
it's this boy who drove 4 hours to see me
and everything was perfect.
but, the next day i did nothing but be a bitch to him
and didn't even realize it till it was too late.
fuck.

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