thought I would update while I have the chance. I feel like I'm working non stop but it's also because the weekend just ended and thats the busiest time at my job. I'm finally off on tuesday though. speaking of work, there is this girl I work with that as a person I don't know, but as a co-worker is horrible. she doesn't take initiative and lacks ( Read more... )

these past two days have been so nice. first of all I went SHOPPING yesterday! First time in 6 months! I bought a new XOXO purse with an XOXO wallet, (yeah I like XOXO) a new black shirt with silver stars on it, some makeup, perfume I've been wanting, some personal items I needed, a gift for my mom, and lunch for me my mom and cedric. my mom was ( Read more... )

things are going quite well with me, cedric, everyone actually. my job is really taking off. I'm selling a lot of good cameras with nice commissions, my boss is great, and this job isn't difficult at all. I basically don't have to kill myself for my paycheck. cedric is doing great as well. before we know it he will have his own store. this past ( Read more... )

I'm getting so frustrated with not having a car. I hate having my mom or friends pick me and cedric up from work all the time. I miss having our vehicle cause also, if cedric were at work when I was off I could have the van to go around and do my thing. especially when it's pay day and I can go shopping. or just go and visit friends without them ( Read more... )

just thought I'd update before I went to work ( Read more... )

I was informed of some of the best news I have gotten in awhile. my boss told me that we not only get commission on cameras, but EVERY ITEM IN THE STORE. which pretty much means I will be GURANTEED to make at LEAST 9 an hour per day. if it happens to be more, then even better, because it very well will be more. I'm so happy I got this job. I ( Read more... )

so, I tried to stay away from LJ but I just can't. I can do without myspace for awhile, since that is the SOLE thing that kept me on the computer so long to begin with. but LJ is a place for me to get all my thoughts out, and when I do, it helps me to analyze things more and get a better perspective on things going on in my life. I can't eliminate ( Read more... )

I'm still awake and I have to be to work at 9am. I wasn't feeling well to begin with. but now I'm feeling a little better. something struck me as I was sitting up in my bed next to sapo as he slept. something that's been long overdue to be done and I just never wanted to accept it. I was in denial, but I'm not anymore. I've already started this ( Read more... )

i'm really upset today. all day I've been trying to look at the brighter side of life, but I just can't do it. I'm in one of those really sad moods. sapo and I have been fighting all day. there are a lot of things that are going on in our relationship that need to be addressed and taken care of. we are both guilty of things, but at least I'm ( Read more... )

today I made a resume with careerbuilder.com along side my other resume I already had with monster.com. I'm trying so hard to land a job right now. (a decent one that is) I have filled out a total of 12 applications in the past 2 days. I haven't been just sitting on my ass at all. to tell you the truth, it's becomming an addiction. I get up in the ( Read more... )