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god , what i would do for some fucking pain killers right now, even some damn green. Im so tired of trying to be tuff. im so tired of just bearing the pain and waiting for it to go away. i feel like my body is breaking down on me. i have to go lay down , i can bealy even read the screen.

well i have this feeling of hibernation coming over me. i really don't feel like spending time with anyone. i don't really feel the nessesity (sp). tomorrow i'm supose to go to alfies, and part of me wants to, but then another part of me feels like just staying home and relaxing..hahah yeah more like finishing up on cleaning my house. maybe going ( Read more... )

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