the worst is over, and the best is yet to come.

i love how my dad buys dinner for everyone in the house except me and its my fault. i'm not even a part of this fucking family anymore. why is my life so difficult. i'm a good fucking person. i swear, i get straight A's never ask for anything and this is what i get. what the fuck have i been nice and sweet and geniune for? i have nothing to fucking ( Read more... )

daniel and i got into a fight, which we haven't in a while. i got so upset i didn't even know what to say or do. the whole way home from work we were doing nothing but screaming at each other. he dropped me off at my house and i got out of the car and didn't say a word, didn't even look back. i got inside my house and started balling. a few minutes ( Read more... )

i got a job at a shoe store. i'm excited. i got hired on the spot. then i came home and i have a job at LEVI too. so i figured i would try and juggle two jobs school and the love of my life which is going to be incredibly hard. he's already not happy about this at all, and i don't know what to do i'm so confused. i want to save up money for a car ( Read more... )

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My name is Sara Jill Hix & I'm a big idiot. K thx bye!1111

last night would have been boring if i would have been sober. we went to Denny's and i saw Maircella and Doug. i haven't seen either of them in a while. so i decided to spend my dinner with them, catching up and such. i'm going to try and get a job at Levi's. i'm broke.

good hair day.


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yea so i'm awake and bored. this is why i sleep all day because i have nothing better to do. last night was one to remember. there's never anything to do here but last night there was plenty until about 11:18 PM. this girl Jazmine had a party, the boys and i rolled up there cigarette and brew in our hands. (we're bad ass, and you know it!) haha. it ( Read more... )

my dad has comletely lost his mind. hes never home anymore, he says he can't stand to be treated like a dog. he just need an excuse to leave the house and i guess he feels thats a legitiment excuse. i woke up this morning to his constant talking about how my mom is an idiot and i shouldnt believe anything she says. he left last night (what's new?) ( Read more... )