I got my wisdom teeth removed today. I am all drugged up so someone should come over and say hello. If you dont wanna come visit me at least give me a phone call!

It is five in the morning and I am still awake. I don't have to work tomorrow so I don't feel guilty and I am having a lot of fun by myself. Sometimes its nice to have some time to yourself to just sort things out in your life. I got out my old journal and started freewriting and a lot of things came out, which in turn helped me know myself ( Read more... )

So today i woke up to a cop outside my house looking into my car. They thought my car was stolen so as soon as I left the house they pulled me over. I gave them all my shit to prove that the car was mine and the lady got mad because she was wrong. She then told me i smelled like "dope" and asked me if I was high. I told her that i wasnt and she ( Read more... )

I am really confused right now about my life. I have this feeling that as soon as winters over everything will become alot more clear. I have so many people telling me what to do I dont know whats right anymore. I need some sort of a sign before next fall or you can count on seeing me in a cardboard box. (Im exaggerating... sort of ( Read more... )

I am sick of winter! Seems like everyone is really tense and edgy and i am sick of it.
So heres what you are gonna do...
- close your eyes
- take a deeeeeeep breath
- count to ten
- and release

When you are done with this you are then allowed to open your mouth and talk to me!

CHILL OUT, LIFE AINT THAT BAD!

Older people that have lead shitty lives and regret it so they feel like they need to take it out on other people. I don’t like people that blame others for their problems. I have never been mean to someone to make myself feel better and I don’t understand why anyone would. Its not the worlds fault that you are a piece of shit its your own fault ( Read more... )

tonight i went through all my old lj posts... FUCKING DEPRESSING ( Read more... )

           “The cerebral cortex, the cerebellum,” she said, “that’s where your problem is.”

If she could just get down to using her brain stem she would be cured.

This would be somewhere beyond happiness and sadness.

You don’t see a fish agonized by wild mood swings.

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i neeeeeed to move out ASAP! If anyone wants to do it within the next couple of months i would be down fo sho!

i need a new job REALLY FUCKING BAD!
if anyone knows any place thats hiring PLEASEEEEEEEE help me out.