the gods are watching; one

Sep 04, 2012 17:42

the gods are watching; one
→ Changmin/Yoona
→ The lack of question marks connote the fact that these questions are not made to be answered. Some are probably theories, and sometimes theories are correct. Well, sometimes.

What does life depend on?

Does life depend on many tiny insignificant decisions laced together, that when you miss that train by half a second, you miss your scheduled meeting by half an hour waiting for the next one, you get scolded by your boss, piss him off the same day and get fired off your job. You think you caught a bad case of bad luck and daze off, miss your train, miss the love of your life, miss your chance of forever.

Or does life depend on one major choice, that one between life and death, do or don't, make or break. It's a fifty and another fifty and there's no way change that one decision. It's like choosing between going to that flight and staying back home, home where the sleeping figure of the woman you love lie, and you chose to leave her without a goodbye.

Or does life not depend on you at all? That you are nothing but a speck of dust in this universe inside this universe (inside this universe), that this universe is all but in your head and when you wake up it actually doesn't revolve around you, that when you wake up nothing revolves around you at all, because you don't even exist.

How do you live life in a way that you as like an insignificant speck of dust, affect those who are equally insignificant in a way that you don't hurt them because them as much hurt you.

How do you live life that way, when in truth there is no life for you to live.

Or does all of life (yes, all of it) depend solely on you, that your every breath, blink, touch, and word are law. How do you live life when you yourself are life and life itself is you and you are indeed an insignificant speck of dust, but the most significant one of all - the universe.

p: changmin/yoona, !fanfiction, f: dbsk, f: snsd

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