we met at himmel park at nine PM and hoped for a crowd but found only an awkward group of motley teenagers with last minute costumes. i was donnie darko but everyone thought i was just a cold skeleton. we killed time for a while and trekked to the other side of town and back for ne reason. wasting gas ( Read more... )

too frustrated to look for the slit behind my steering column, i fumble my keys around blindly until they find there home. the car starts and music, like clockwork, instantly cracks out of my speakers. i smack the radio so it shuts up. i'm driving home, a little to fast. the only sounds are the rattle of my keys clicking together and the moans that ( Read more... )

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i just want to feel desired.

since not brass nor stone nor earth nor boundless sea can sense this..let them[lets] just smile. but sad mortality always sways their[our] power, how: only with this awkwardness shall beauty hold its plea ( Read more... )

bob dylan. enough said.

virtue is just some comforting staple that keeps everything in its rightful sphere. to hold us in amity is to knit our fresh hearts with a knot, take slipping graces and speak that which no one else can utter. all the little jealousies, which now seem so great, and all great fears, which now import their dangers, would then be nothing. truths would ( Read more... )

an october ago we were exploring each other - desperate not to reveal our crushes and assuming that they were more important and secret than anything in the world. an october ago we were going on dates but never calling them dates...our daily afterschool rendezvous were nothing short of extraordinary. an october ago, we sat with our feet turned in ( Read more... )

i drive home in a state of passive frustration - stone faced and short breathed. the lights from some sports stadium explode out of the man made horizon blocking them before, dynamic with the obstructions passing across my windows quickly. its almost blinding, really. and my already bad mood is thickening ( Read more... )

tonight:

planesmistakenforstars
examination of the...
our cure the rocketship
able was i
the coast

7pm // skrappys // 6 bucks

the coast...my new ensemble...will be playing it's first show ever RIGHT at seven. please, come if you can. and get there early, we'll be done by 7:25.