Dear Ben,

Where are you?
I miss you.

Love, Rachel

MY NEW aim SN:

cadesandromance

so if you want to chat that's where i'm at.

had fun today ( Read more... )

..okay, so i've decided tonight that i'm just not going to talk about it, and hopefully it will all just fix itself, and i won't feel like such a sucker all the time.

i'm goin to lay down, idon't feel well. sorry for not calling. believe me, i want to..

i
miss
you
.

tomorrow, kev and i are wearing our suits, and escorting sara in her personal affairs. YES. it will be a day for looking my best, even if i don't feel it. i can hardly contain my excitment! infact... i better clean that up ( Read more... )

well the 16th of march was not nearly as lovely as the 16th of february. however, life goes on yadda yadda yadda ( Read more... )

these last couple of days have been shakey.. i don't really know what's going on with alot of people. i don't think they know either. i'm ok though. i'm fighting a depression right now, however, and right now neither side is winning. but i'm alive, so i thank my lucky stars. everyone should listen to clarity for a reflection on the jimmy we ( Read more... )

Dear Ben,

I'm sorry.

Love,
Rachel
♥

love is a human word, used by human beings. i have not a doubt in my heart that the traditional feelings described as love exist. but those are feelings, not an inatimate object. so the word love is only that. a word. a word that should be used to describe a very strong connection between you and x. x including but not limited to another ( Read more... )

it's funny..anyone else that felt this way would be ecstatic. i feel this way, and i'm miserable. i'm quitting livejournal for a while. i don't even use it for the right reasons, and that is for me. i go on thinking i might read something that will make me happy, but i never will. my every entry is controlled by my feeling for someone else the ( Read more... )