hello friends.
how are you all?
things are going relatively well.
i've got a plan.
i've got a man. 
(that wasnt supposed to rhyme. now i'm corny.)
life is good.
and for the most part i'm happy.

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Come December Lydia left
Mentioned something about it being for the best
And I can't say I disagree
It's killing me
And now I'm standing facing west
Tracing my fingers round her silhouette
I haven't gotten used to it
But it's the brightest thing I've got
When I'm covered in rain
i am not over it.

i love you.
but i'll never say it.
i'm done trying.

its amazing how things can get so twisted, and turn around so quickly.
things are surfacing that i never thought would.
so many things in the past week... so many memories.
it was almost too much.
maybe now i can forget and let go.

*hugs* for all my loverlies.

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well.
fuck.

take your pick:
i'm sorry.
i cant stand you.
i want you.
you hurt me.
i need you.
you smell.
i miss you.
i love you.

i want to disappear.

It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dyin breath of
this love we've been workin on
Can't seem to hold you like I want to
so I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
we pulled to many false alarms

We're goin down
and you can see it too
We're goin down
and you know that we're doomed
my dear
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cupid's chokehold, by gym class heroes...
does he like her or not?
the whole song is so sweet, how great she is and all... but she's not much of a girlfriend?
am i stupid, or is this contradictory?

ba ba da da
ba ba da da
ba ba da da
ba ba da da
ba ba da da

take a look at my girlfriend
she's the only one i got [ba ba da da] bitch
not much of a girlfriend
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fuck.
love me?
i've been feeling so completely alone.
i just dont know anymore.

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