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home again.
everything is so mundane.
my birthday for the most part blew.
should have disappeared...
this is how i feel today.
love me.

These days, with the world getting colder,
She spends more time sleeping over
Than I planned.

Tonight we're gonna order in,
Drinking wine and watchin CNN.
It's dark I know, but then again
It's the brightest thing I got

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happy holidays my loves.
i will miss you in the week to come, 
but i'll be back on new years eve, in time to party ;)
i love you!

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he still has pictures of lukas up.
i want to tell him he isnt a father.
he doesnt deserve any of my baby.
not even those old pictures.
i cry because i'm alone.
i cry because he didnt want me.
i cry because he hurt my son.
i cry because i cant hurt him.

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the 8th was for you.
but not now.
not now.

we talked for hours
i forgot about the clock
my skin was on your lips
a smile was on mine
you wished time would stop
i thought it already had

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In the light of the sun
Is there anyone, ohh it has begun
O dear you look so lost
Eyes are red and tears are shed this world you must have crossed you said
You don’t know me, and you don't even care
ooo yea
You said you don't know me, and you don't wear my shames ooo yea

Essential yet appealed
Carry all your thoughts, across an open field
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