Oh shit

Doctor put me on antidepressants (weird, but let's not start whining about that, people have it way worse than me)

I just checked the side effects- sexual dysfunction in females.

Oh fuck, I'll kill myself.

Also, five days left fo Yuletide and I'm NOT DONE YET
OH GODDD
It's okay I'm just going to write a ton of wank and then fix it later. That's ( Read more... )

Or

Stuff I Need But Am Too Poor To Afford And There's A Holiday Coming Up So...

*Paints:
-white
-burnt umber
-canary yellow or thereabouts
-fucking cadmium orange
-yellow green or blue green, any fucking green just not sap green
-more white
*Pallette knife
*More fucking paint brushes, jesus what do I do to them (all sizes, but only flat ones)
*Board (card or ( Read more... )

I am so desperate for a copy of Joe Orton's diaries.

So desperate.

Know what, man? Feels bad. Feels bad, man.

Ugh, everything.

Blood test today. I wonder if it's going to come back saying I'm anemic. I mean, obv. I don't want to be anemic on top of having a malfunctioning thyroid because come on, but god, I hope I am. If it isn't anemia then I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me and nobody else will know ( Read more... )

Too many movies with Gary Oldman in them. I don't know which to watch because there are THOUSANDS OF THEM

People seem to love State of Grace but I couldn't sit through it all. Sortof liek Scarface, I had to really force myself to watch that and I've still only seen half.

Watched 'Vincent and Theo' the other day, not because I  gave a good goddamn about Van Gogh but because Tim Roth lol.

But anyway, I watched that and it was just the saddest thing. I said to myself, yeah, no, his life can't have been quite that sad. So I started reading the letters he wrote to his brother AND IT ACTUALLY WAS.

Jesus, this guy's life. ( Read more... )

I guess all I can say is "What a stupid, stupid bitch."

It wasn't great, but it served it's purpose. Which, for me, was eye-candy. Tim Roth flavoured eye-candy.

'The Cook, The Thief, His Wife and Her Lover' now officially beats 'Four Rooms' as being the greatest movie ever made.

I mean that sarcastically, but also don't.

That was seriously the most entertaining thing I have ever seen. I especially liked borderlinerapist!Tim Roth and Helen Mirren's bush. This is because I feel strongly attached to my ( Read more... )

I can't stop thinking about that movie.

It was the saddest fucking thing I've ever seen.

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS, JOURNAL; NOBODY I KNOW HAS SEEN THIS MOVIE. NOBODY CAN CRY WITH ME.

Holy living fuck, I feel like writing something in this!

So, I watched 'The Legend of 1900' earlier and Jesus Christ was that ever the most despressing thing I've seen or what? I mean, motherfucker, at least in 'Forrest Gump' the title character is happy and gets what he wants out of life for a while, but that? That?
And it didn't help that Tim Roth ( Read more... )