dont count me out
you toss and turn, i lie awake.
people should keep to themselves.
im okay. trust me. (no reference to mcr was intended)
i render myself speechless...
as im talking my words slip to the floor
and they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door
rendering me freakish and dazed.
well here i am. i dont know how to say this.
the only thing i know is awkward silence.
your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
so i'll go walking in the streets until my heels bleed
and i'll sing out my song in case the birds wish to sing along.
And i'll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.
well here i am. i dont know how to say this.
the only thing i know is awkward silence.
your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
i'll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,
Where i can forget "you and me" and get a decent night's sleep.
well here i am. i dont know how to say this.
the only thing i know is awkward silence.
your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
dont shut me out.
i cannot wait until its offically christmas break and everyones home and can come and make asses of themselves in my neighborhood. or the competition neighborhood.
i never really know how to feel about telling people more about myself.
its like i need a walk in closet for all the skeletons i have.
tonight is all about the bemisxcore. and i dont know how to feel about the fact that we understand eachother. i think its good. at least i can explain shit and he understands it. thats excellent for me, at least.
i really just want to sleep at this point. get some nice warm tea and honey for my throat and just lay on the floor or the couch and watch fresh prince of bel air. heup. that sounds good.
1. What does your username mean?
well, the 'bustaflowyo' one is simply what it says. bust a flow yo. uhm, here: song lyrics. and the alisavestheday one is because i do, infact, save the day and also it's only just about my favorite band of all time.
2. Elaborate on your primary photo.
i took it in my backyard. theres not much to say about it. it was taken on one of my many adventurous days off of school.
3. Who introduced MySpace to you?
i listened to bands on myspace and figured id get one of my own.
4. How many comments do you have?
i guess i have lots. (?)
5. What's your current relationship status?
"single and reaaaaadyyyy to minnngggglleeeee" if anyone would date me if i said that, i would throw up on you. but im single, and i am really really okay with that right now.
6. What are you wearing right now?
my ldt shirt with mi sueter verde and jeans and socks and vans and and and i dont care.
7. What is your current problem?
i dont really think i have one right now. recourring dreams.
8. What are you doing right now?
well, lets think this through. i do believe i am taking a survey. im almost willing to put money on that. but the odds are against me.
10. What do you love most?
living life, no rules! f yea.
11. What makes you most happy?
music
12. Are you musically inclined?
hahah yeh. sort of. i have played: cello, trumpet, keyboard/piano, guitar (acou, ele. and bass), and am now learning the drums.
13. What would you do if you woke up one morning and found out you were on cocaine?
i would go out and kill some bitches.
14. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
where should i begin.
15. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
OH! EASY! PENGUIN. fo sho. theyre always dressed to impress. plus, sliding on ice looks fun as shit.
16. Ever have a near death experience?
uhm sort of. back in elementry school after i broke my wrist i collapsed a lung.
17. Name an obvious quality you have
i am able to make a complete ass of myself in almost any given situation.
18. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right now?
a lack of color
19. Are you happy today?
pretty much.
20. Who will cut and paste this first?
another ignorant slut thats as bored as me.
21. Name someone with the same birthday as you
YOUR MOM. wait what...well, there was this one girl that was in my math class in like 8th grade. i dont remember her name.
22. Where was your first kiss?
eeeeep! lets not say. mysteryyyy.
23. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?
uhm, i dont think so.
24. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
oh yah
25. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
hahahahah jesus. yes.
26. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
perfect frown, honest eyes, or girl pants. girls pants. meh.
27. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
half caf vanilla latte/chai tea/black iced tea
28. What is your biggest mistake?
making too many mistakes.
29. Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
yes and no. more of a mental deal. lets not get all concerned now.
30. Say something totally random about you?
my birthmark should be a burn becuase it would make for a better story when people ask.
31. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
when i went to my first prom these 2 dudes said i looked like audrey hepurn. i think it was just that i had brown hair, and alcohol must have been in on the mix.
32. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
oh fuck ya.
33. Did you have braces?
nopez0rz
34. Are you comfortable with your height?
most of the time. i feel like a giant sometimes though. 5'8 is normal though...right...? hah
35. What is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you?
when chris gave me my birthday present that his mom said he picked out all by himself
36. When do you know it's love?
when it hurts
37. Do you speak any other languages?
espanol
38. What is your favorite smell?
your mom! BURNXCORE! kidding...
39. Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
hahahah nope. almost. but no.
40. What magazines do you read?
TONS: people, vanity fair, elle, spin, ap, other scenester publications, surfing mag, skateboarding mag, etc etc.
41. Have you ever ridden in a Hummer limo?
heup.
42. Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
yes.
43. Do you ever watch MTV?
too much.
44. What's something that really annoys you?
absolute ignorance. so mostly the human race annoys me.
45. What's something you really like?
yew. :) aw that was cute, was it not?
46. Do you like Michael Jackson?
his music is good for dance parties
47. Do you give random hugs?
not so much
48. What's the latest you have ever stayed up?
hah what do you think i am, 2 years old?! ive stayed up all night. multiple nights. probably the longest ive gone without sleep has been 4 days..sort of drifted into the 5th.
49. Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance to the hospital?
rushed is such a horrible word. ive been taken rather quickly due to the circumstances of my injury but not like someone freaked, called 911, and next think you know im on ER or anything
50. BONUS QUESTION: What do you want inscribed on your tombstone?
why is there a bonus? this is not test. i get not extra credit. i could leave this blank, but i'd go with something a little like...
"ali fucking friedman will rise again in three days.
....owned. i fooled you. maybe."