Comments | thisisnotmylj: I'm back in the world of the living again.... woohoo(?)

thisisnotmylj

I'm back in the world of the living again.... woohoo(?)

Sep 11, 2010 08:37

Well friends.... do i have any friends out there? I know it's been a very long time since i've posted on this journal. But I can only say that I have been going through a lot of difficult times. For example, about a week or two ago, the powers that be chose to take me away but as you can see, I am back. I just had some sort of seizure and my heart ( Read more... )

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anonymous December 3 2010, 23:57:24 UTC

LOL read more of your post. are you taking benzos? cause I woke up with a bloody nose in a hotel about a year ago I take 8 mgs of Klonopin a day (at least) on top of my current health conditions and I hallucinate, have seizures. they took me off xanax cause they couldn't legally perscribe me a high enough dose for me not to have seizures and xanax has an 8 hour life where as klonopin can hold you from getting disoriented for up to 30 hours I often run out and I know to go right to the ER for a librium shot and a medication bridge. sounds like you had a grand mal seizure followed my a long or series of myocolonic seizures* it also comes with the price of the most intense head ache and sensitvity to light and such. Its all side effects from the benzos it can literally be killer. only thing that can stop it is more benzos and or the painful librium shot. but its better just to be back on the medication after a day or two youll start to feel like a tired but okay version of your self. Im also sick of being sick but I cant complain. I was ( ... )

thisisnotmylj December 11 2010, 03:22:25 UTC

xanax is keeping me alive right now. I was on klonopins but they didn't do the trick. I had to take way too many. Right now my doctor gave me 180 2mg xanax to last me 3 months until i can find a new doctor here in Israel. Problem is Jaje is also on xanax and his doctor only gave him 60 1mgs so he takes some of mine. SO if i don't find a doctor sooner, I'll be in trouble. Ugh. Fuck it all. I can't believe how things happen sometimes. I miss the fun times we used to have (even though there were plenty of bad times). I wish I could go back in time.

Believe me, I know the feeling. It would certainly be nice to talk to someone else who does too. So let's do it!