Comments | thisisnotmylj: pictures of elliot i forgot to post??

thisisnotmylj

pictures of elliot i forgot to post??

Jan 07, 2011 22:41

Hrmm. I just noticed I haven't posted here in awhile. Also, I connected livejournal to my facebook... whatever that means. I don't know. I don't think anyone uses livejournal anymore or at least nobody reads mine. So... here's some photos I guess I started to post awhile ago and never did cuz it was saved as a draft. Enjoy (whoever reads this). For ( Read more... )

elliot, moving, israel, pictures

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happy new year gruntworthy January 8 2011, 01:35:59 UTC

is your husband in israel with you?

Re: happy new year thisisnotmylj January 8 2011, 15:59:11 UTC

yup. all three of us are here.

gruntworthy January 8 2011, 19:53:49 UTC

great!!! i hope he's liking it there.

thisisnotmylj January 8 2011, 23:45:07 UTC

I'm not so sure about that. It's been a very difficult transition for us. I skipped out on a crummy job in hopes of scoring a better one and now that I've been here a month and still no job, I'm really regretting turning down crummy job. Because crummy job is better than no job. And he can't work because he's a tourist and until all his paperwork comes through for him to legally work will take six months at least. So we're kind of stuck. And we miss home. A lot.

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dishapeaches January 8 2011, 16:35:30 UTC

As always, she's absolutely adorable. You guys make cute babbies - you should have another one, lol. How's Jaje liking Israel?

thisisnotmylj January 8 2011, 23:54:05 UTC

Thank you. Jaje makes cute babies. Haha. But yes, we did make quite a beauty together. She's the only good thing in my life right now even though she gets on my nerves sometimes. I love her. She's the one positive thing that Jaje and I share now. She's like a reminder of a time when I felt happy and loved. And the feelings I used to have for Jaje. Now all I feel is empty inside. I feel like I'm living with a stranger and I wonder why it has to be this way. Moving to Israel has certainly not helped us. We are both unhappy. He can't work because he's here as a tourist. It'll take about 6 months (probably more) before he can get a working visa to legally work here. I passed up a job and now I'm hating myself because I can't find work. And I thought it would be so easy. For the most part, we're bored and sad and trapped. No car, no money, and no place to go even if we did have those things. As for having another kid, that would be the second biggest mistake of my life (first one being getting married). I will sooner have my uterus removed ( ... )

dishapeaches January 9 2011, 00:33:23 UTC

Aww, grrl, sorry to hear this. Isn't there anything Jaje could do to make money like, under the table?

thisisnotmylj January 9 2011, 20:21:29 UTC

maybe. but he won't. i need to find work fast. and perhaps get rid of him. i'm so fucking depressed. and he doesn't give a fuck. i'm sick of this whole situation.

Happy birthday! kinzokutaka March 3 2011, 01:15:15 UTC

Hope things are going well.

Re: Happy birthday! (thank you) thisisnotmylj March 6 2011, 23:29:39 UTC

who are you?