so ive been having a good time lately. things are good. different, but good. work has been ok. i think im wearing myself out. ive been so tired lately. and i do miss seeing dustin. its been a while. i went to new jersey with randi the other day. its cool. its weird that ive never been there before. i met john...hes wicked nice. we had fun. i dont ( Read more... )

so im really sad. i was reading my old entries. even on my last one. you left a comment on it telling me to write to you. would you even care if i did now? im having a pretty hard time. i hope you understand that. im not just having fun. its really hard on me too. i love you ( Read more... )

i miss the boy. i really need your number in california. i want to talk to you more. like we used to ( Read more... )

i love sluts. sluts rock.

i really dont want to write in this at all anymore. sorry if im disapointing anyone. my life isnt all that interesting anyway.

i love you. and you know it.

-meme

ive been so confused lately. i dont really know whats going on with me. i guess its not a bad thing really. ive been getting to know myself a little better i guess you could say. like it doesnt even bother me that i havent really been seeing dustin lately. im completely fine. i dont care at all actually. hes busy, im busy, whatever. fine. ive also ( Read more... )

so im at school, i was typing me paper for one of my classes, and im done. so now i have a half hour before my class. i feel really bad about last night. i was really mean to dustin. my head just hurt sooo bad, and i took it out on him. he probably never wants to go out with me again ( Read more... )

i feel like such shit right now ( Read more... )

ive been good. i realized that i havent done ANYTHING this summer. that sucks. im not doing anything tonight, and im looking for something to do. anyone wanna do something ( Read more... )

i love my boyfriend so much. last night was so good. i loved it. i love you. i love spending time with you. i love just talking to you. you make me so incredibly happy, and i hope i really do the same for you. i honestly cant wait to see you tonight.

i dont really know what to write in here anymore.

dustins coming home tomorrow!
dustins coming home tomorrow!

.....im so excited......