i guess everything is ok now. i dont really know. my mom accuses me of not loving her. thats really the only bad thing. i dont talk to jose so we dont have problems. the league starts today. im real excited. i hope we do awesome. my ankle is better now. wish me lots of luck, lots of love. you know the whole bowl. aand have a good day. later guys! ( Read more... )

ima freakin AUNTIE!!! its so cool! i get to see him tonight! his name is andres, i think 7 lbs 8 ounces or the other way around. IM SO EXCITED! carlos is an uncle and hes a grand total of 7 years old. wierd.. oh well. IM SO FREAKIN WIERDED. i guess im excited in a happy kind of way when im not thinking about my mom but you know! its still so ( Read more... )

im writing for a coupla days here. um i got grounded on saturday causing me to go nearly insane when i couldnt see vaux and head automatica with john. and theen. i cleaned my room so its really beautiful. funny cause i actually think it is. sunday sucked. monday sucked. tuesday sucked. today. well soon as my mom gets home. you can guess what ima ( Read more... )

so vaux is tonight. massive excited. it going to be really cool. alot happened yesturday but it all turned out ok. except for jose may kill me when i get home and i may never be able to speak to my father again but you know. everyone that saw pretty much knew what was going on with the donut mongrel man. stupid gay guy. everyone was crowded around ( Read more... )

homework anyone? any one at all... shit. its 5 something. wow. im so screwed ima do my current event right about now. wont be posting again cause id just feel anoying bored and useless at the same time. maybe after school when i can decipher whether i have a life or not today. but tomorrow i do for sure, my momma even said so! even though shes like ( Read more... )

"i can compare myself to you" you cant ( Read more... )

i have so much homework i dont even know why im posting. im just so.. i want to sleep forever. i have a rough draft to write. current event. aand that packet thing. shiiit i forgot about that damn thing. an all nighter. i didnt even study for the test tomorrow. i need to transfer. to berry 2nd i d be so happy. i will try it. but tomorrow i have a ( Read more... )

well just back from practice so im dirty. i had a bad day. except for hanging out with ryan. he just makes me happy i guess. yeah aand. i was so stupid i was like dead the whole day. i was retarded because i cried in drama. i was just feeling like shit. but then again so was senaida, brianna and krista i think. its just a bad day i suppose. aand i ( Read more... )

im a massive amount of snack craving right now. but i want pancakes. i just want to make them and im sleeping now despising school with a passion. everything sucks. ooh pudding sounds really good too.

today. standard boring.ive decided i think im going to the dance. even though i think its loserish a little. i uh. didnt do much. sat around and pondered. wanted to slit my wrists. a little something new everyday. just i guess ima be bummed out at school for a long while. no talking for me. i dont want to. aand im xcited about vaux which i will get ( Read more... )